La la la... It's a Thursday!!

Ok, I'm going crazy. With the amount of insane work I have, I barely have time to sit down and collect my thoughts properly. I go through my list of to-do things mentally in my head each night before I go to bed. I worry about my work, which project is approaching deadline, which has missed deadline, what to organise, meetings I hafta remember to attend, trainings, audit, etc, etc... Arrrgghhhh!!!!

NO!!

I can't let this happen!!

I GOTTA relax.

So, tonight, I will NOT think about work before I go to sleep. I will think happy thoughts, leaf through a mag, paint my nails, watch some TV, then just go to sleep without thinking about work.

Work has taken over my life. And I don't intend to let that go on.

I've decided that if I am doing something I am passionate about and love, then I will never hafta work another day in my life. So, it's time to pursue my dreams, my passion, my life-long love. I don't care how hard it is, how long it takes, I WILL DO IT!!

Firstly, I gotta take time to research. Then, I will plan how about to achieve my dream.

I no longer wanna be stuck doing what I don't feel passionate about just because 'Oh, life's like this. It's not perfect. You can't expect to do things that you like. You gotta deal with this, bla, bla, bla'. No, that's crap. That's resignation to life's drawbacks.

And, my head and heart are too full of dreams to just let go of what I really desire to do.

So, I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN.

YESSSS...

I WILL, I WILL, I WILL!!!